Waiting for You

Vocals: S-Cube feat Kim Hee Chul (Super Junior)
Album: S3 - 3집 Connect the Dots
Featured in: Chapter 46, 107 & 110

Shoei: My mind tells me to go
But my heart says stay,
You’ll never know

Skye: Won’t you tell me to stay
Ask me again tomorrow,
and I may not be there

Hee Chul: Battle after battle, we fight each day
Every night before I go to bed for you, I pray
Do you still need me, baby, the way you used to
Tell me quick, baby, for I still love you
Let’s have it out, let’s pick it up, where we left off
Don’t play with me, honey, for you I care for
I don’t have much time, for us to play around
If you truly love me, then just say it out loud

Sierra: Baby turn back, if you don’t know what lies ahead
Don’t go too far, or you may be lost forever
Tried to tell you, no matter what you do, you’ll have my love
But time does not permit, baby I may not be waiting for you

Skye: My plane takes off in an hour
I kept waiting for you,
But you never showed up

Shoei: When I woke up this morning
I was suddenly reminded
that you belonged to me no more

Hee Chul: I look around, don’t see you there
I tried to pretend that I didn’t care
But I feel so lost, I feel so sad
You were the kind of love I wanted to have
Pick myself up and walk again
I swore to myself it wasn’t the end
Each day is a new day in this world without you
No matter what happened I’m grateful for you

Sierra: Baby turn back, if you don’t know what lies ahead
Don’t go too far, or you may be lost forever
Tried to tell you, no matter what you do, you’ll have my love
But time does not permit, baby I may not be waiting for you

Sierra: Baby turn back, if you don’t know what lies ahead
[Shoei: Baby, yeah…]
Don’t go too far, or you may be lost forever
[Skye: Forever…]
Tried to tell you, no matter what you do, you’ll have my love
[Shoei: You’ll have my love]
Sierra: But time does not permit, baby I may not be waiting for you
[Skye and Shoei: Waiting for you]

Hold On

Vocals: S-Cube & TVXQ!
Album: S3 - 2집 Once Again / TVXQ! & S3 take NYC
Featured in: Chapter 38, 40 & 43

Sierra: I want you, I need you
Each day I wanna be with you
I’m cold now, please hold me
[Jun Su: I’m cold now, please hold me]
When you leave, please don’t forget me
[Jun Su: When you leave, please don’t forget me]

Jae Joong: To see you, and touch you
Brings out the beast inside me
To own you, to have you
[Sierra: To own you, to have you]
I’ll never let you go
[Sierra: I’ll never let you go]

Skye: In this world where love isn’t forever
In this world where affections could turn to hate so easily
Shoei: In this world where wanting someone, becomes pure torture
In this world where love may just disappear

Guys: Hold on, grab my hand
Don’t you ever let go
[Sierra: Let go...]
Baby, if you don’t
I might lose you forever

Sierra: Hold on, take me with you
Don’t leave me here alone
All: If you don’t, baby
You may regret it

Chang Min: I want you, I need you
Your smile I’ll always remember
When we kiss, I shudder
[Sierra: When we kiss, I shudder]
Waves of pleasure wash all over me
[Sierra: Waves of pleasure wash all over me]

Yun Ho: To see you, and touch you
So near that I could smell you
Your face imprinted in my mind
[Jae Joong: Your face imprinted in my mind]
I can never love another
[Jae Joong: I can never love another]

Yoo Chun: In this world where life is turning meaningless
In this world where no one cares what happens to you
Jun Su: In this world where you and I could be one forever
In this world where I would never give up on you

Guys: Hold on, grab my hand
Don’t you ever let go
[Skye: Let go…]
Baby, if you don’t
I might lose you forever

Hold on, take me with you
Don’t leave me here alone
If you don’t, baby
You may regret it

Shoei: Hold on, grab my hand
Don’t you ever let go
S-Cube: Baby, if you don’t
I might lose you forever

Jun Su: Forever… yeah, yeah…

Soul for Sale

Vocals: Sierra & Fly to the Sky (FTTS)
Single: A Christmas Special: Crystals of Love
Featured in: Chapter 37

Brian: On the day you left, you tore me apart
The moment you departed, my heart had hardened
Now I’m just an empty shell, no feelings no desires
My soul long lost, the day I met you, I sold it to the devil

Sierra: The day I walked out on you, I never want to turn back
The shred of feeling I’d actually had left eventually disappeared
The way you torched my feelings with your hurtful words
It’s like pouring kerosene on my body and setting it on fire

All: Soul for sale, come and get it
It wasn’t mine anymore the moment I met you
Now that you’ve thrown it back at me
This meaningless part of me is redundant
I’ll give it all up just to see you once again.

Hwan Hee: Don’t know when it happened but you’ve made me dependent
I need to know where you are; I need to see you smile
Caring about you is now deeply ingrained inside me
I regret the moment I fell so deep, I have no way of recovering

Sierra: You talk about it like it had only been your effort
I had feelings too and you didn’t acknowledge them
You always acted like you were the only victim
What you didn’t know was that it was I who got hurt

All: Soul for sale, come and get it
It wasn’t mine anymore the moment I met you
Now that you’ve thrown it back at me
This meaningless part of me is redundant
I’ll give it all up just to see you once again.

Hwan Hee: Lost and lonely... devastated, I’m crying
Where did you go?
Brian: I’m going mad, I feel like dying
Can I empty my being of these feelings?

All: Soul for sale, come and get it
It wasn’t mine anymore the moment I met you
Now that you’ve thrown it back at me
This meaningless part of me is redundant
I’ll give it all up just to redeem myself again.

Crystals of Love

Vocals: Sierra & Fly to the Sky (FTTS)
Single: A Christmas Special: Crystals of Love
Featured in: Chapter 33 & 46

Sierra: Remember last winter as we sat in front of the fire
You had your arms around me as we fed our desires
Brian: Remember last winter we’d went out for a walk
As the snow flakes fell you twirled round like a little girl

Sierra: It warms my heart and soul each time I see you
Brian: You have a hold on me, and I can’t fathom it

All: As the crystals of love, they form in our hearts
Glittering, sparkling, bright…
And these crystals of love, will forever be
A testament of you and me

Sierra: Remember last Christmas as we were about to part
You held my hand and told me that you’d never forget
Hwan Hee: I’ll never forget the way you felt as we danced
Your softness, your gracefulness, forever burned in my mind

Sierra: I burn up inside each time you touch me
Hwan Hee: You’re best thing that has ever happened to me

All: As the crystals of love, they form in our hearts
Glittering, sparkling, bright…
And these crystals of love, will forever be
A testament of you and me

Hwan Hee: There isn’t a moment that would I regret
Sierra: If there were the possibility we’d never met
Brian: I’d search for you till the ends of the world, ooh
Hwan Hee & Brian: I would find you baby, and kept you close
Sierra: Forever…

All: As the crystals of love, they form in our hearts
Glittering, sparkling, bright…
And these crystals of love, will forever be
A testament of you and me

Hwan Hee: A testament of you and… me…
Brian: I love you, baby
Merry Christmas

Ghosts

Vocals: S-Cube featuring Jun Jin / Micky Yoochun
Album: 2집 Once Again
Featured in: Chapter 21, 24, 44 & 110

JunJin: This is Double J, baby, puttin’ it in for S-Cube…
Haha…
Sierra, baby… do your thing…

Sierra: I turned around as I felt your presence
I was disappointed when I saw, there was no one there
I continued to walk and I heard you whisper
The ghosts of our past are haunting me, haunting me

Skye: I was walking in a crowd when I saw you
Standing right in the middle, as people passed by
I called your name and all at once you disappeared
The ghosts of our past are driving me mad, driving me mad

Shoei: Why can’t I exorcise these thoughts away
They’re driving me to insanity,
Why do they torture me
Sierra: I scream in silence as the ghosts ravage my mind
I wish I can end this torture by ending my life

S-Cube: I wish you didn’t walk away
Without a word, without a care
The memories we shared are suffocating me
Only if you came back, you’d be able to save me

I wish you didn’t walk away
Without a word, without a care
The times we spent together keep reminding me
Only if you came back, you’d be able to save me

JunJin: Yeah~ yeah~ here we go…
The ghosts of our pasts just won’t go away
How much more do I need to beg
For you to come back, to stay
Only you can save my sanity, baby
Only you can cure me
Without you I’d go mad
As I drown in my screams

Shoei: Why can’t I exorcise you from my head
You’re driving me mad, you’re torturing me
Sierra: I scream in silence as your ghosts ravage my mind
Stop haunting me, I beg you, if you’re not coming back
Skye: Just take my life, and end this right now

S-Cube:I wish you didn’t walk away
Without a word, without a care
The memories we shared are suffocating me
Only if you came back, you’d be able to save me

I wish you didn’t walk away
Without a word, without a care
The times we spent together keep reminding me
Only if you came back, you’d be able to save me

JunJin: You heard me, baby…
Come back to me

Once Again

Credit to Vincent for album cover.

Vocals: S-Cube
Album: 2집 Once Again
Featured in: Chapter 23

Shoei: So you thought I’d left us behind, I’d run away for good
So you thought I’d given up, never to return
Skye: But wait for it baby, I’m back again
I’m gonna drive you crazy, with these new moves I have

Sierra: Show me what you got
I’ll show you mine
Move like you mean it
And I’ll get you high

S-Cube: Once again, baby, here I am
I’m back with a new beat, work it out
I haven’t lost my touch, and I’m hotter now
So move it like you mean it, come on dance with me

Skye: You always said that I’d do it for you
You always told me that I was enough
Shoei: So now I’m back, won’t you tell me no differently
I turn you up and I turn you on

Sierra: Just move your body, groove with me
I’ll show you like I did before, ecstasy
Skye: That’s right, put your hands on my body
Shoei: Shake like this, it drives me crazy

S-Cube: Once again, baby, here I am
I’m back with a new beat, work it out
I haven’t lost my touch, and I’m hotter now
So move it like you mean it, come on dance with me

Sierra: Show me what you got
I’ll show you mine
Skye & Shoei: Move like you mean it
And I’ll get you high

S-Cube: Once again, baby, here I am
I’m back with a new beat, work it out
I haven’t lost my touch, and I’m hotter now
So move it like you mean it, come on dance with me

Yun Ho's Song for Sierra (unfinished)

Vocals: Yun Ho
Album: Unknown
Featured in: Chapter 19

My dark-haired angel, when I met you today
I could hear the heaven’s chorus, singing their praise
Whenever I close my eyes, I’d feel your presence
You never ceased to show me your wonders

My dark-haired angel, come play with me
Your laughter’s like bells on the crystal clear day
When you smile my heart melts, like snow in the spring
You never ceased to fuel my desires

남자 (Namja) - Man

Vocals: S-Cube
Album: 1집 Never Impossible
Featured in: Chapter 10

Sierra: I once thought I knew you
I once thought I loved you
You disappointed me time and time again
You never seem to keep your promises

Shoei: I tried to make you understand
It wasn’t easier for me if you ever thought it was
My love for you made me suffer and cry
To make you happy I would’ve given my life

Sierra: Why don’t you just be a man
Should’ve kept your promises and not run away
Skye: Whoever said that I didn’t do that
You turned a blind eye on all I’ve done
Skye & Shoei: If you were sincere you would’ve understood
You wouldn’t hurt like this and we could see this through
Sierra: Why don’t you just be… a man

Skye: Why would you hate me when I loved you so much
I’d give everything just to feel your touch
Your voice keeps echoing through my head
I feel so tortured and still you won’t understand

Sierra: You think you’re the only one who’s hurting
You forgot the things you told me, you’re just full of excuses
I gave you my heart and this is how you repay me
I don’t ever want to see you again

Shoei: Let’s put all this madness behind
Let’s love each other again
Skye: I could never see you cry
Let’s dry your tears and we’d start over
Sierra: It’s too late for all that
We’ve gone beyond turning back
Shoei: Why, must you be so cruel, baby
Skye: Why can’t we just try again

Sierra: Why don’t you just be a man
Should’ve kept your promises and not run away
Skye: Whoever said that I didn’t do that
You turned a blind eye on all I’ve done
Skye & Shoei: If you were sincere you would’ve understood
You wouldn’t hurt like this and we could see this through
Sierra: Why don’t you just be… a man

왜 가요? (Wae kayo?) - Why did you go?

Vocals: S-Cube
Album: 1집 Never Impossible
Featured in: Chapter 8

Shoei: I sit here on this lonely bench
We used to come here all the time
We’d cuddle close and watch people pass by
In the autumn we’d come so you could see the leaves fall

Skye: This was a place filled with beautiful memories,
You and I ran carefree along the beach
We’d splash around in the sea and roll in the sand
And as we walked home, I’d carry you on my back

Sierra: Wae kayo, why did you go
You’ve left me with nothing but memories
You haunt me with your laughter
When I close my eyes all I could see is your smile
Wae kayo…

Skye: We used to come here to sit and read quietly together
You didn’t know, but I’d keep watching you secretly
The way your nose wrinkled as you focused on the book
My heart bleeds when I’m reminded of you

Shoei: Will you ever come back
Would you come back if I begged you
Sierra: Would you hurt me again
Or would you cherish me forever
Shoei: I would do my best to be a better man
Sierra: I can’t take another heartbreak, I loved you too much

All: Wae kayo, why did you go
You’ve left me with nothing but memories
You haunt me with your laughter
When I close my eyes all I could see is your smile
Wae kayo…

Desperate

Vocals: S-Cube
Album: 1집 Never Impossible
Featured in: Chapter 2

Skye: Who do you think you are to me
You make me a fool
You make me a clown
Then you run away from me

Sierra: Whoever said you meant anything
Everything was your wishful thinking
You were just a friend
I never meant more
So why do you keep bugging me

Skye: You think I’m so desperate
You act like I need you
Sierra: You seem like you’re desperate
Don’t blame me, you do
Skye: You think I’m so desperate
Well, I’m gonna show you
S-Cube: I don’t need you, baby
You don’t mean anything to me

Shoei: Why do you keep on teasing me
Why must you treat me like this
You made me think you cared for me
Then you leave me in this state

Sierra: Whoever said I didn’t care
I cared for you like a friend
If you chose to misunderstand
Then that is not my problem
So will you stop bugging me

Shoei: You think I’m so desperate
You act like I need you
Sierra: You seem like you’re desperate
Don’t blame me, you do
Shoei: You think I’m so desperate
Well, I’m gonna show you
S-Cube: I don’t need you, baby
You don’t mean anything to me

미안하다, 사랑합니다 (Mianhada, Saranghamnida) - I'm Sorry, I Love You

Credit to Vincent for album cover.

Vocals: S-Cube
Album: 1집 Never Impossible
Featured in: Chapter 2

Sierra: I think I like you, no I think I love you.
Everyday I would be thinking about you
Kajimayo, saranghaeyo

Shoei: I never ever thought I’d care about you
As I walked away my heart ached for you
Mianhaeyo, saranghaeyo

Skye: But it seems a love like ours was not meant to be
The troubles we face, the trials we meet
Can we ever overcome it and be together

S-Cube: Saranghaeyo, saranghaeyo
Why do I feel that you’re so cold
I’m sorry for the heartache I caused you
Please give me another chance

Mianhaeyo, mianhaeyo
What would it take to redeem your love
I would take back all the words I said
I would hold you in my arms and say…
Saranghaeyo

Sierra: What can I do with this pain inside me
You left me with memories
Your thoughts consume me
Saranghaeyo, saranghaeyo

Skye: I wish I could take your pain and make it my own
I’d take all the sorrow and feel it for you
Shoei: I would turn back the time and I’d say this to you…

S-Cube: Saranghaeyo, saranghaeyo
Why do I feel that you’re so cold
I’m sorry for the heartache I caused you
Please give me another chance

Mianhaeyo, mianhaeyo
What would it take to redeem your love
I would take back all the words I said
I would hold you in my arms and say…
Saranghaeyo…

Introduction

I've decided to create an archive for all the songs I've written for this fiction. It's nice to see my songs organised and it makes it easy to refer to if anyone is interested.

I'd like to remind you that all the songs posted are written by yours truly. If collaboration with other artistes are mentioned, please remember that it is in the fictional sense. I'm not as lucky to have been able to collaborate with artistes such as Jun Jin from Shinhwa or Brian and Hwan Hee of FTTS.

For some of these songs, I do have tunes in mind. If anyone wants to help put some music to the words, please contact me and I hope no one plagiarises my songs. I hope to be able to write many, many more and perhaps someday, you might hear them on the radio.